Thursday, February 12, 2009♥
before going to bed was talking to dongz and i miss him so much.
then i guess the panadol started working and i sweat quite alot and slept soundly after that.
unfortunately i had this bad dream. i kept crying in the dream, i cried so much i felt really upset. till one point of time i thought i was crying in real life, whereas it was just in my dream.
i felt like a sadist. i guess recently it wasnt too pleasant for me. somebody in the office who is very important to me is leaving. she is like my pillar and now my pillar is going to gone. i guess that is one point. the other, is dongz. he has not make any plans for v day which i kept emphasising him to put in a little bit more effort as every year it was also my idea to eat what and do what. i was really upset.
haiz.... no wonder i cried so much in my dreams.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 9:36 PM
