Wednesday, August 31, 2005♥
i have really no idea what to work as. at first i was really enthu about getting an office job, but as the time passes by, i think its not my cup of tea at this point of time; especially when i actually plan to further my studies next year. wanted to get a job at the ice-cream stalls so i can get free ice-cream, lol!... just thought of it only.
i feel rather useless, rather bad, everyday either i'm at home or i'm out shopping or interviewing. i feel so bad when my family ask me if i got any job yet. i feel so damn bad. and cash are running out; so damn fast for a shopping maniac like me. its so important to me that i get a job really soon to get some cash, but i'm getting nowhere and trying not hard enough, and i'm just so fussy. i feel damn bad.... really bad... FUCKING BAD!! feel like locking myself up.
i just have no idea why these people sometimes ask me to go for the interview but say that i have got no experince. isnt it clear enough that (at the resume) i have just graduated from poly, cant they read? or are the blind. haiz...
and sometimes my fucking bastard angzijian just pissed me off. i know he is quiting cigarettes at this moment and when one smoker doesnt smoke, he gets restless, bad-tempered. and ya threw it on me! cant stand him when he do those silly nonsense and make me hate him so much and then we he apologize like a little kid, my heart melts. haiz. so i tell myself not to get angry with him and just let him be. i just need to walk away and things will be move on to normal. i dunno why but i think my anger management is really good. hahaha! YA RIGHT!
i spend most of the time now, surfing the net, reading forums and reading story book. currently reading this book: my long tall hearthrob by geralyn dawson. its an awesome book! fantastic, i just cant get my hands off it. oh ya and my current fav song is kelly clarkson's because of you. i kept singing to that... sooths me.. hahahz...
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 9:31 PM
Got Myself some Sweetz Stuff!!
The title tells it all! haha. i think zijian is starting to get irritated!
irritate by the fact that i am jobless but still shops like a tai-tai!
maybe i'm just very CRAZY!
i like to spend all my money and till i'm penniless then i'm happy!
alright JUST KIDDING~ i just cant help myself when i see those sweetz stuff!
here comes my sweet stuff!
mickey mouse pendant! so damn cute! even zijian sayz so!
actually didnt want to buy it,
but was thinking of it all the time during coffee, so went back to the shop immediately after that.
was deciding between this or a playboy diamante pendant,
but got this in the end! maybe next time i'll get the playboy one~
next item ....
a roxy cap!!! so hipz! hahaz
same thing, actually didnt want to buy it, but still got it in the end.
i just cant help it! hahazzz
Last item....
my PINK ballerina flatz! bought this without hesistation coz its so chic!
i just cant help it~~ lol
i'm not the only one that bought stuff,
zijian got himself a new fishing rod at changi village!
he was so damn happy!
when we went home and tested it out~
we pulled it, bent it, tested all the function and in the end the result: GOOD.
i'm still deciding whether to get that pair of slippers from roxy!...
the more i think of it the more i wanna get it~ hahaz
but zijian dun allow me to get it as he says that i've already got alot of slippers already~ =(
nvm... will get it when i get my job. meanwhile i'm still desperately seeking for a job.
need it so that i can continue to buy~ OH NO! maniac!
heres a pic... me and zijian at ps...
and here's me...
WooTz...
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 3:32 PM
FishiNgg FisHyyy~
This time round, zijian's wish is granted!
he has always long for fishing! he simply loves it!!
the last time he went was fishing out on the sea,
but he ended up sea-sick! hahaz
uncle bought us to pasir ris park's fishing pond.
we usually go to fishing areas and watch people fish,
but this time, zijians finally gets some decent fishing session!
me and aunt waited for the 2 guys till 7am in the morning!
the fishing started at 9 pm!
i was like dead beat!
was really disappointed at first as we we didnt caught anything...
till around 3 am!
Our only fish arrived!
and zijian was the one whom got it!~
he was thrilled! and so were me and aunt!
coz finallyz!! after so many hours,
and you know its kinda boring for me,
as zijian's friends were there and he sort of like got accompany~
here comes fishy...
its "ang gui" i just know its that kind that can be cooked as curry fish head!
hahaha!! yummmz! and it weight 2.2kg~ strong little fellow~ hahahz
here's a pic of the fisherman and his fish! haha~
nitezz....
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 11:18 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005♥
kept pestering me! hahaz!
actually part of it is me too,
i just feel that i havent shop finish the whole of city square
and you know.... CURIOSITY! haha!
was smooth traffic when in~ GREAT!
cuz i hate to be stuck in traffic! i feel like a tortise.
when we reach there its only 2pm,
so we decided to catch a movie!
we watched HERBIE FULLY LOADED~
herbie is so cute! loves it!
its kinda cute and fun,
definately so much better than LAND OF THE DEAD~! *eew*
you guys should go watch it.
at first i though it's some crap disney movie but ended up i was wrong.
and zijian say my new hair colour looks like lindsey lohan's. hahaz!
then we had these portugese meal, the egg tarts are great!
it has a cheesy, eggy, sweet taste. kinda special.
although i ate before the tarts years back, but it was cold and hard,as it was bought in from m'sia.
now i get to taste the hot from oven ones! WoOotz!
then we had desserts, from secret recipe.
cheesecake and ice-cream!! YUMmmMMzzz...
and here come the item of the day!
my bohemian style top!
fianlly i found a small shop that makes more sense! lol!
it sells all bohemian style clothes and its really cool.
this top cost me almost 50 ringgit, but its still affordable.
i'm sure to go back to that shop again,
cuz i havent really see finish everything in there! hahaz!
okie, gotta go have my breakfast!
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 1:19 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005♥
and this time round after much persuasion from zijian,
and so much curiousity from me myself and i.
I finally decide to give it a try~! hehez!!
zijian has been going there so frequent that he fell in love
with the ramly burger and steam peanuts there.
the reason for my hesistation to not go is because i heard alot of
dangerous activities going on in there.
ROBBERIES!!
i will only go in there during day time, cuz its much safer,
at least i think that way and the traffic is much smoother.
so on his bike we boom boom to JB at around 2 pm.
the only place that zijian know how to go is City Square...
and the first thing when we reach there is to EAT!
we were so hungry we order so much from this restaurant,
that is abit like pasta mania that kind.
i had lagsana and zijian had this chicken set and we had brownie and blended drinks!
WooOo yumMmz! loves the lasagna! LOVES IT!
hahah actually its not that perfect but its quite good actually,
you cant expect too much from Msia seriously.
then we started shopping!! but we spend most of the time looking around!
as we both were so lost... its our first time there.
so kept walking and looking and walking and looking and till we are so tired...
i felt like a lost puppy looking for (not the way!) but what to buy! lol!!
i feel that shops there are quite m'sia style
abit like fareast kind. but alittle worst.
i see shops somesort like fareast's banana that kind.
maybe its not my style bahz, therefore i did not get anything at those little shops,
and went for shops that is similar price as SG.
i told zijian i'm not leaving city square empty handed! and as i promise myself!
i got myself.....
left: a tank top from the mickey mouse shop, the pic is not clear,
its actually a skeleton head in mickey shape.
and its like the last pice and last size when its new arrival!
(tt's wad the salesman told me!)
D U H Z!!!!
Right: a surfer shorts that is 2 sided! kinda cool!
one side wadever is on the pic the other side is all
pink hawaiii flowers! yeahz!
this is what zijian got for himself! haha
he see me buy he also wanna buy!
left: a FOX tee
Right: Eagles tee! this is my fav! i love this one,
i pester him to buy it as he look real nice in it.
he actually wanted to sacrifice this tee and let me buy one more top
as we didnt bring alot of cash.
but i insisted that he buy that, and i told him to buy it for me the next time we go there.
on the way back to sg, a must!! we bought steam peanuts, cuz my gong-gong loves it!!
and of course ramly burger!
okie dokie....
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 10:35 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005♥
first interview, customer service, they company deals with computer chips!! *duhz! i'm a computer idiot*.... but i was like "i'm gonna give this a miss" once i step into the office.
its a very chee-na office with everyone at least 35 years and above. i was like so if you hire me, you gonna take care of a kid here. i know they wont, and they really didnt. i'm not so interested too.
2nd interview, marketing executive! wad the hell went wrong in my head! i got no experience and just a dip holder and i wanna be an executive??!!
ya i was like just give it a try and they called me back and arranged for an interview. its a small company, dealing with events and marketing...
when they bozz told me my duty i was like, ok i dun think i can handle it.
i didnt have any good impression about the boss too, he is like too yaya-kelapa!! ask me if i'm attached? ask me if i blog and wants to read it!! so kpo! omg and smokes when interviewing me!!! hey hello!!??!!
they didnt call back too, i know they wanted someone whom is cheap and works tons!
my aunt told me not to work there even they call back, she says this company is too stingy and unpleasant.
3rd interview. a really big company call avxie, they sell thumdrive and mp3player that sort of thing, like creative technology but its a company from hongkong.
also marketing executive poition. but of course i didnt get it, the manager says she needed someone with experience. alright so why did they call me in the first place. damn it!
4th interview, which was yesterday. a damn boring job that needs someone whom can work for years.
i cant, cuz i'm gonna further my studies. and i think i look like a job-hop to them. nvm.. they job doesnt interest me too, cuz its like more of a data entry clerk dealing with invoices. alright... thats how it goes...
i'm waiting for zijian to come, cuz he's getting his MC later. hopefully he can bring me out as i havent got any interviewing session today. maybe to parkway to game while i go to the salon. thats what i am thinking...
a pic of us, a year back... still taking the train.. back home...
cool? or nerds?! lol!! i say its vintage!
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 1:09 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005♥
may be one of the things i will always remember....
for my beloved great-granny.... may the best be with you...
National day... Love the fireworks... its just so damn pretty nice. guess where zijian and me went to see fireworks! we parked the bike at ECP cuz everyone was doing it, lane 1 and lane 2 full of cars, not cuz its jammed but cuz everyone is waiting for the fireworks.
acutally we didnt plan the stop at ECP, it was just luck.. here is how it goes... i just got my last pay at esprit and he just got his pay so we went shopping! its been such a long time since i do some nice yummy shoppings! i bought a nice cropped jeans at fareast.
yeah, and i only got myself one piece and my dear zijian got himself 2 pieces of clothes. he seldom shop, but he was at shopping mood and bought himself one nice button-up shirt and one tee from surface, he say he wanna be punk! *cant laugh my head off*... !!!
i say good, its time to get some grove baby!!! haha!! yeah and i choose all the tops for him, i'm his fashion consultant nowadays, but he always dont listen to me! HAHZ!
was looking for some abercrombie and fitch! but didnt find any....
anyway i kept singing the song summer girls these few dayz! kewL!
oh ya back to whatever i was saying about the fireworks. we were at orchard shopping then we went down to serangoon to get some bike stuff and i saw the real flowercars,
they were on their way to the pandang, its so nice!
we actually intend to go marina south but it's close, so on the way while we are at ECP we got the real good place for viewing the fireworks cuz underneath the bridge is where they fire the fireworks! damn great view!!!! fantasic....!
luckily after everything was over, then the TP chase us off! hehz! before that was the other side of the bridge that got chase off firstm and they didnt get to see the fireworks.
just good luck for me and him then.
here are some nice shots of the fireworks...
this is the nice pink one... big and small together. so nice!!
a green one with tiny bits falling down... rare bahz! sweetz!
white and purple and yellow?? mix.. but the fireworks is not close up.. scattered... marvllll!
love this one. taken at the other side of the bridge. small tiny cute ones. on the water! sweetz bet u cant see it unless u are really near.
another great one. i named it red blossom, it was such a big one and the sound was like BOMB! weetz!
ok folks last one for the day.. looks like heart shape? or mickey mouse? cutez!
okie.. thats all for national day.!! yeahz! byeeeeee!
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 11:09 PM
