Drained Out
have you ever wake up in the morning and felt so drained out, you just hope you weren't in that situation.
This is gonna be a very boring entry, all about how bad i feel now.
i am very tired at work. My current position of Sales Service Executive is soon gonna be change to Marketing Executive. Yeah, the boss has decided to swap me over. A million reasons behind it, i guess i am smart enough to know why, but shall now mention over here on my blog, also because of many reasons.
At this point of time i am suppose to juggle between handling the events, handling the company blog and teaching the new girl that is gonna substitute me, some secretarial work like getting drinks for clients and handling couriers and also taking minutes. yeah. so now you know what is draining me out. that simple 3 lines is worth me turning to white hair demon (白发魔女).
My style at work, i wanna get things done fast, its all about efficiency. Doesnt mean you are staying behind at the office till late at night means you are good. To some bosses, yes, thats the way. To some bosses, their thinking "you sincerely need some time management." I can prove it easily by staying till really late, you know, just play some msn, surf some net and ta-da! 9.30pm! head home on a cab fare claim of 15 bucks.
I wanna finish my work on time and carry on with the rest of my life. i have a family, i have got other stuff to do, like iron the clothes (*trying hard to laugh but feel too exhausted*) and do the housework, or some simple things which i think its more to life, like blogging about my feelings, at least i get to voice out.
most importantly i need sleep and rest to make the next day run smooth, if not my mind just cant operate properly. i cant thnk straight with a tired mind.
Sometimes i tell myself, i shouldnt grumble more, i am fortunate to have a job, when some dont even a decent job. but i think i deserve better.
I prefer consistency, in everything. I cant stand people that have a temper that fluctuates worst than the stock market. I cant stand people that pushes away everything during trouble time.
Anyway i am full of anger now. Thats it.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 11:08 PM
