May The Force Be With Me
hahahah! omg the title sounds really star wars! whats wrong with me?
i've got an job offer!! the most unexpected thing happened! so i guess i really need to say this really often now "MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME!!" wahhahahaha!!
i was still having such negative feelings this morning when i wake up, thinking how long more will i continue with this kind of life, like in BIG (i mean like real huge lo) bebts, can't shop for GSS, watching very tightly every single cent i spend and worrying about my insurance payment and driving lessons fees. Yup, at least now i think life will be better with a stable income!
This morning had such a good sleep i decided to head for the gym, ignoring the calls from kelly services cuz i was thinking Lynn the agent most probably wants me to go for interviews today, i just dont have the mood~ I just wanna go to the gym, and eat my subway EAT FRESH tuna sandwiches and watch the china girl there make my sandwich with so little tuna (so stingy! how much can tuna cost?) and she will ask me with her most fluent english "Chiese? Tohze?" yup, if you are wondering what the hell was that? Let me translate if for you in singaporean's english "With Cheese? Toasted?" whahahahahh!!
okok i am not trying to be mean, but its just something i like to share, these are small little things in life that spices it up what~ "Chiese? Tohze?" Just do it! try saying it in the most cheena way~ it just will bighten ur day up, at least it did for mine.
Then after doing some cardio for like what 20 minutes, i went to take a look at my hp and this unfamiliar number was on my miss call list, called back and thinking that some company is calling me up for interview tomorrow.
Steph: Hello this is stephanie, i've got a miss call from this number can i know who call?
Caller: stephanie, its me jane from walton.
me thinking, "do i know you?"
Steph: Yup, how can i help you. (wahhaha what the hell! really bimbo lo me! cuz i forgot totally about this interview.)
Caller: Yup, its jane from walton, I just want to tell you that you have got accepted for the job, can you start work tmr? Lynn try calling you a few times and you didnt pick up the call, so i was thinking i do it myself then.
i was like what the hell!!! i dunno.... it was just like tons of different types of feeling and thoughts on my mind! i gave up gym and ran home! i just couldnt concentrate for gym despite me putting on like 2kg of weight already!! i just wanna go home and settle this, of cuz i called dongz and ima immediately!
dongz was like "take it!!! take it already! take it first!". I asked ima to guess how much they offer me and she was like "what? recept ar? 1.5 1.6 lo!" i said, "no lo! its more than that lo!!" and i totally went $_$ when Jane told me how much i was being offered.
things was like PUUUOOOMMM! and everything happened so fast! friday was the day i went for interview and i was still trying to find excuses for myself not to go for the interview when i was waken up by tha alarm in the morning, cuz i was so demoralise and tired~ despite all that i still drag myelf to the interview.
during the interview i was really tired and i didnt really sell myself too much. I was too having the thought, "this sucks, i shouldnt have come". I reached there really early, was like 20 minutes earlier, got this habit back from JAL, trained by them to be like this. Then i saw this really "semaate" shit i cant spell that malay word that means "enthusisatic". ya this really semaate girl, talking like so loud and as if she is so damn pro and like she knows Jane really well, i was like, ok la, she get it already.
After the interview i went back home and told ima about this interview i went and she was like "wah lao eh, pls la, next time dont waste ur time on this kind of interview already la, how much can they pay you!" see, ultimate demoralise again!!
see despite all of this, I got the job. its like anyhow hum tump one you know! hahaha! What I'm trying to say is that, the least expected thing usually happens, this remind me so much like the time I went for JAL interview, thinking try try la, summore it was lixuan that ask me to go one k. Ya anyhow hum tump and get it. haha~ Like what Agent Des was saying "u very funny ar, you apply so many types of job, what you really want? Aiya nvm la, like me like that, anyhow "long" (hokkien word for crash) then find out eventually" lol!
i was still thinking of not accepting the job, cuz of the prospect wise, but now to think about it, i need the money really badly and i think maybe in the future i can be like land banker one day!? wahhaha!! see, anyhow hum tump! hahah
okie enough of this job thing, one simple job thing i can crap like such a long winded story! bth me at times, like what dongz say " u very ti tah u know!" whahahahah!! i know!!
some photos to share share, some really crappy one i must say. nvr take photos this few days, so pardon me....
i like belle from beauty and the beast... very pretty what!
and ima bought this cookie for me... in this ultimate nice packaging~ if only its hard cover i would have made it part of my room's decor~
see i told u i like belle, belle cookies on my belle's bedsheet! whahahaha!
some ultimate shopping i've done! hahah the bankruptcy steph still dares to shop! only with the invention of the smart credit cards.
meet, ya-ya 鸭鸭！！
my fav! he's from JAPAN okie!!
sleeping beside me every night and i will hold on to its little hand when i feel worry. heez! dun make fun of me k! i decided to take a photo of him when i was worried with my debts the other day.
and i have decided to learn how to cross stitch!! shyann say its ultimate easy and you just need to count the squares! and no lo!! shyann u bluff me! i took the whole night figuring the thing out and still had tons of failures!! no no no, i'm not giving up! tonight when ah-yi come back i will pester her to teach me! see i always got so many activities, (cuz i need to kill time from not working) previously i was so into crystallizationing my stuff and then designing cards and now cross stitch.
some old photos....
me at kallang mc! my fav mc all times! with mr RONALD~ heez =D
heez!
i found this photo on ima's phone.... taken like at least 1 year back~ i think so! cant remember, anyway i think i look ultimate skinny in this photo!
sorry, its pretty blur, blame in on ima's unprofessional camera skills. but see, i think my head is bigger than my body!! like christina aguilera!! hahaha! super skinny and it makes me look old! aiyo! =D
ok... its an ulimate long entry and i shall go take a rest and watch simpsons on ch 18 now! yeah!! have fun before i start work!!! heez!
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 4:43 PM
