Will I Regret?
1 May 08, 13:10anon: or maybe u wanna hang on awhile more.. maybe after awhile u wil get used to the job and start to like it.. give urself some time..
1 May 08, 13:09anon: hmm 10k is quite alot of money but if it can buy you freedom and happiness and most imptly time for your precious one then why not.. think carefully, anyway jz curious whats ur pay range at jal?
dear anon, tag boards space limit is killing me, so i've decided to reply u here. i was wondering r u a passerby or do i know u in person, cuz u sounded like someone i know. but anyway, thankew for your advice. u are right, 10k is a very big amount, but not working the job will definately make me happier, cuz one thing for sure, i'm not gonna have a grumpy face for my family before i go for flt. i tot about it so much these few days. ever thought of giving it one more shot but somehow i dont have the drive already, thinking about it makes me sick. i slept so well this 2 days, its like one burden lesser kind of feeling.
i was wondering i dont think i mention i'm with JAL on the blog or did i? hmmmz.... sooner or later i'm gonna be jobless... lol
i know for sure i'm gonna miss flying, its actually ok if u fly with good crews and sometimes the pax are so funny, asking me for so many poker cards and more nuts (otsumami) all the time, esp singaporeans. they are good times and bad times at this job.... good is when i shop and shop like crazy and able to be at other countries feeling snow and cold weather...., so many girls dream to be a stewardess, so many people envy of me having this job....BUT! bad is like the feeling of not sleeping and going for work cuz of jet lag, then u still have to work for another 14 hours or so... screwed by some senior in front of pax like "U ARE WOOD OR WHAT!? DUNNO HOW TO MOVE?!" are sentenses i've got. also screwed by japs crews. lots more incident....
i dunno if i'm making the right choice, but more or less my heart is with this choice already. haiz, *tears rolled down*
i've worked so hard for this but its not what i've thought it would be, its much tougher and i'm not tough enough for it.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 12:02 AM
