Back To The Beginning
i was looking at my Pictures folder and found some really nice photos which i did not post. Guess back then i was too busy and engross with what i was gonna do and doing, so I never bother to post them up. But now it's over and i'm missing it. I'm getting a little emo now, I miss it so much, cuz its good times, i mean, was.

its Candise, Me and Janice.
on the plane to our 2 months Japan training.
its 747-400 upper deck!
look at us, so fresh, so pretty, so innocent, so excited yet so sad, cuz we know we'll be missing our family.

i force myself not to tear when entering the custom, force myself not to look back cuz i know for sure i'm gonna cry, i did a little. Dongz, ima, gonggong and popo was there to send me off. while i'm typing now, i could feel it, it was just like yesterday.

its me and Candise, when we first touch down Japan, having out Japanese Dinner. Look at me, so pretty lo! haha buey paiseh! but i think i look very stewardess at this pic, innocent and fresh. wahahaha!

its us~ i think its first day orientation at the dorm, cant remember. omg! i look round here! haha, water retention from the cold weather! lol

i dunno where the hell we were gonna go on this photo. but its our dorm's lobby.

its janice candise and me again.... on the train station.... i look nice! haha i really buey tahan myself i always think i look nicer last time, maybe its the feeling of younger. lol

its me and candise on the bridge... i think its SHINJUKU here.... cant remember... ya your LOVELY JAPAN here! haha

the girls, my gang.... i miss miss miss those time so much....
shyann is the photographer tts why she aint inside....
i miss the time when we will go to each other's room...
to gossip and waste time till late night.
to practice "ATAMA O SAGETE!! HEADS DOWN!!" at each others room cuz the next day is our emergency test.
to look at the shopping we have done, to share and to model the clothes we've bought.
to watch the SENSORED porn from the porn magazine XYZ have bought. (shall not mention names wahahahah!!)
to study and test each other for the next day's test.
to complain about whoever bitch that we were disgusted about.
to eat sushi, corn soup, hot dogs, tomatoes and strawberries we've bought from the supermarket.
to drink the beer/umeshu/red wine/white wine we've bought from the supermarket! lol
to have different girls cooking different kind of maggie mee.
to celebrate each other's birthday with miniture small cakes. (it was mine's and candise's)
to on the laptop's MP3 and pretend its disco on a friday night and dance with handphone's spotights! (u cannot believe wad we can do lo! we've got NO TV! NO RADIO! NO ENTERTAINMENT, so we created those ourselves!)
u like it right? so fun right? yes it is fun, now i only remember the fun times we had during training, although most of the times we were complaining about how tough it was with all those simulations and tests. but i always choose to remember the good times.
=D its good memory i will always keep with me, tell my children.... wahahhahaha! if they wanna be one, its ok... just dont ask me to pay the bond! wahahahhaha!!!
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 12:20 AM