Friday, December 07, 2007♥
Turn Back Time
if only i could turn back time....
maybe i will go for it on that day...
pris left the class last week,
cuz of culture shock...
i wonder if she is leaving too...
that secretive her....
me and candise say....
"she wont be coming on monday already, confirm."
hmm yet to know the results.
we shall see on monday~
time files....
i'm leaving for japan next week...
so near yet so far~
i think i am gonna cry like hell on that day~
i am gonna miss my gong gong popo so much~
training is getting tougher and tougher~
i wonder izzit cuz of the japanese culture
or the japanese language~
i guess perhaps both~
anyway money is really hard-earn~
i am a little tired already... mentally~
felt like giving up~
candise keep telling me its ok one la its ok one la~
dijiobu is wad the japanese say~
hell i'm so scared i cant make it~
anyway its the weekends but i am not happy at all
its like my heart felt so heavy, so much burden.
i just hope this training end soon.
other than the laughters and silly jokes i have
with cindy shyann and candise during the 10 min breaks,
i feel stress~ no choice~ like wad dongz said, "you CHOOSE IT urself one".
i like the things i learn... the aircraft the evacuation...
but i definately dun like the "u also have to learn the japanese version" part~
haiz....
anyway if girls u are reading my entry...
and u ever have a dream of becoming air stewardess...
make sure u are a rather quick learner,
make sure u have the determination,
if not u wont be able to make it....
alright alright dijiobu~~
recently my only addiction is my psp slim~
learning and experimenting all ways to improvise it.
so that it can be the only entertainment when i go over to japan~
no tv for me for 2 months then~ psp is my only relaxation~
haha
nights ppl....
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 11:54 PM