Friday, December 14, 2007♥
sunday i will be leaving for japan and wont be back for 2 months~
how should i describe my feeling now?
can i say its like pregnant? like expecting~
haha i've never been...
but i guess the words tat i use would rather be the same~
its like u are looking forward to it~
happy.... but yet scared at the same time~
and also worried~ but anticipating~
haha
training at singapore was tough~
but somehow i pull it through~
cuz i still get to go home and see my family~
and i get to eat my popo's yummy's cooking~
tottemo oishii desu~
hahah =D
gonna have dinner at jumbo today~
later~ at 8~
its like my birthday dinner~
looking forward to it~
hopefully can take some pictures and load it up~
cuz its been quite some times since i load pics to my blog~
then hopefully i still have the strength to
continue packing my luggage~
gonna take a shower now~
itte mairimasu~
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 6:27 PM
Friday, December 07, 2007♥
maybe i will go for it on that day...
pris left the class last week,
cuz of culture shock...
i wonder if she is leaving too...
that secretive her....
me and candise say....
"she wont be coming on monday already, confirm."
hmm yet to know the results.
we shall see on monday~
time files....
i'm leaving for japan next week...
so near yet so far~
i think i am gonna cry like hell on that day~
i am gonna miss my gong gong popo so much~
training is getting tougher and tougher~
i wonder izzit cuz of the japanese culture
or the japanese language~
i guess perhaps both~
anyway money is really hard-earn~
i am a little tired already... mentally~
felt like giving up~
candise keep telling me its ok one la its ok one la~
dijiobu is wad the japanese say~
hell i'm so scared i cant make it~
anyway its the weekends but i am not happy at all
its like my heart felt so heavy, so much burden.
i just hope this training end soon.
other than the laughters and silly jokes i have
with cindy shyann and candise during the 10 min breaks,
i feel stress~ no choice~ like wad dongz said, "you CHOOSE IT urself one".
i like the things i learn... the aircraft the evacuation...
but i definately dun like the "u also have to learn the japanese version" part~
haiz....
anyway if girls u are reading my entry...
and u ever have a dream of becoming air stewardess...
make sure u are a rather quick learner,
make sure u have the determination,
if not u wont be able to make it....
alright alright dijiobu~~
recently my only addiction is my psp slim~
learning and experimenting all ways to improvise it.
so that it can be the only entertainment when i go over to japan~
no tv for me for 2 months then~ psp is my only relaxation~
haha
nights ppl....
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 11:54 PM
Saturday, December 01, 2007♥
cant even go out for my poly TB14 gathering,
very sad....
all cuz of commitment to work...
tmr is exam for aircraft and C.I.Q.
i'm doing really some hard core studying,
cuz its so complicated and so many things to know.
meanwhile my PSP slim really helps me relieve my stress.
and i have ate so many tablets of Panadol Flu~
been feeling really feverish esp at night most of the time~
hmm... popo is so worried about me.
at this point of time my family is my greatest "soul food"
love them so much...
ima got me so many cans of tuna, hair dryer, and thermal flask.
she is more worried for my japan trip than i do.
really appreciate it so so much~
anyway at this industry...
there are many people with many faces.
i really have to beware.
tts all for it at the moment....
gotta go back to study~.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 8:07 PM
