Thursday, October 11, 2007♥
i tendered ytd.
i've found a new job....
I'm gonna join Japan Airlines aka JAL
stationed at singapore.
start day will be on nov 5th...
I'm gonna be a stewardess...
hah!
alright was rather sad when i tendered...
cant stop myself from the tears.
me: doris i got something to tell you.
*boss look at me shock*
boss: dont tell me you are leaving. i'm gonna kill you.
*me knods*
boss: why!?
me: i've got a another job.
boss: what? SQ?
me: japan airlines
*boss face become expressionless*
i know she is sad.
boss: ok.
sometimes life is really dramatic...
but thats they way life is and should be.
i felt really sad leaving...
no matter what i have been working there for reaching 2 years.
the friends i've made... some real good ones.
the experience i've gained...
the things i've learn
the trouble i've got into..
the tears i've dropped for the unhappiness
the dramas i've created quarrellings with the people...
the nonsense jokes me i've made
the memories i will always keep
the relationship i've made with my manager...
i was just another plain jane to her in the first place,
when i first join...
till now i think i'm one of her favourite...
it wasnt easy.
till she said to me "bambi i've missed you"
after her one week trip to Philippines...
i worked the hard way up.
i fell and stood up again.
i learn from my mistakes...
i cried, i grumbled, i laughed,
i wont forget.
many are so envy of me...
saying i can fly...
i can stay at japan...
great experience...
but i am not too thrilled...
perhaps too many other feelings are blocking my mind to be.
i'm worried... cuz i am afraid i cannot cope with the training.
i'm sad cuz i know i will be leaving my family for some time
far away from japan..
although my ima says "dont worry its only 7 hour flight away"
but hell u know how far it is...
lots more other feelings...
but i know i have to do it...
not everybody get a chance to do what i am doing.
i was given a chance cuz i worked it myself..
it didnt come just that easily.
when i got the phone call from JAL
congratulating i pass the final round of interview..
i couldnt believe myself... i was damn happy
but then i needed to face some other barrier...
my aunts didnt really supported me in the first place...
saying that the job is really tough
everything i gonna be tough...
dongz strongly disagree till one point we almost called it off.
but after much persuasion and discussion...
and even telling them i wanna give up the chance..
yes i really did wanted to give up....
finally they are now supporting me...
erh... not the dongz part, he is still not too happy about it,
but accepting it.,...
however my grandpa was the one and only that supported me
all the way.... from the moment i tell him
till my aunts and me quarreled... (he kept quiet)
till i cried my eyes out...
till everything....
he just kept asking me to try...
he say that to let me get some tough life and learn.
anyway its really important that people i love are supporting me,
cuz i need to say this is not an easy task...
i will need to face alot more...
without them, i dont think i will have the faith...
i will write more about everything soon...
meanwhile i need to get alot of sleep!
cuz have been working alot of 5-1 and 7-3
till my energy is running really low...
some notes to my colleagues...
to sabrina jaslyn esther and chewyong,
will help u guys get the blue label!
to cynthia, i promise i will email...
oyasuminasai
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 12:50 AM
