Saturday, August 25, 2007♥
after trying for so many bloody times!~
still i did not manage to get thru?
what's so tough?
why some other girls can and i cant?
what is it that they dont like about me?
can someone fucking tell me?
i thought i can, i did speak well, dressed well,
looked good, smiled nice....
yeah perhaps it was just "I thought"...
perhaps i really dont have what it takes...
at least lixuan was told that she is too short...
she said 1st round is purely luck.
then why the hell i missed my luck all the time...
haiz... i am so fucking irritated...
why cant they just let me in?
am i really that bad?
or izzit my teeth?
despite i tried my best...
i still cant...
it is time to give up?
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 11:51 AM
