I Will Survive...
dear all...
i think its really time i really need to do some write up.
my blog is like an ancient item already.
so history...
was feeling so low... haha...
had another bad relationship...
my family says i change alot...
i dunno.. i feel i'm the same..
my friend say u nvr get to see the change in you..
only outsider will..
hahaha....
the girl i used to be... has a terrible case, u see...
i play the role of the nice girl next door,
it gets cut like a knife....
life still have to move on...
i try to avoid everything that has gotta do with love...
hahah.... must learn to forget...
then i think about it...
i feel sorry for myself... that i used to cry so much...
yes.. i still do cry...
but not for you...
for myself... for being so stupid...
hahahah...
SHAME ON YOU....
u didnt know how to treasure me..
its ur lost...
hahahah... its not like i'm perfect...
but perhaps simply too good for you...
hahahaha...
trust me.. i am...
i deserve someone better...
i deserve a guy that appreciate me..
a guy that wont scold me "SHUT UP"!
in front of my whole family...
a guy that wont ask me to cook and wash plates
and do all shit when i am already
so damn tired from work...
i dont deserve someone that loves
another when he is with me...
i need a real guy that can protect me..
i dont need someone who gets impatient at little things
and start to feel agitated...
i deserve a fun loving guy...
i deserve someone better...
hahah
if not i shall be single...
freedom is good...
yet lonely at times..
but fortunately i got a really time consuming job..
hahah glad that i found the job...
if not, now i shall be at hougang ya,
probably plucking some flowers at woodbridge...
hahahahaha...
cuz too much time to think...
ya job got me occupied...
and shopping... and alot other things...
i hope after this blog i will restart my new life...
i wan the old me to be back... the fun loving me..
not the grumpy saddening me..
hahahah... so much more to say to everyone of you..
but i will only say the happy things...
i just dunwan talk about the past anymore...
its gone... and it wont be back.
no point repeating it..
my mistake for loving you...
i make sure i will never repeat....
you dun worth my love...
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 12:27 AM
