Can You Take It All Away
hows life for me?
haha still the same...
or should i say...
still as bad...
i'm called bimbo at work.
i always think slowly...
at least i got a pretty face. ha ha.
sheda say i'm a sadist.
i think i am...
life really sucks...
love sucks more...
i dun dare to watch love movie...
dun dare to listen to love song..
i will cry...
stupid me...
i got scoldings from so many friends...
telling me i need to move on...
i dunnoo...
i just wanna tell you...
can you take it all away...
well ya shove it in my face,
this pain you gave to me.
i feel really sick now..
having a really bad sore throat.
lost my voice...
cant speak properly as certain words in the middle
of the sentence will be gone.
haha..... haha... haha........... someone help me pls...
why am i feelign this way!
its just another relationship wad!
wads wrong! find another one la!
wads wrong with me!
but i am so torn up...
i dun dare to love anymore...
no trust in anyone..
i dun even dare to speak to my aunts..
i really suck...
i am really stupid!
FOOLISH!!!!
i cried too much... till i am so tired and exhausted...
i felt cheated..
i felt its unfair...
my aunt saw me crying last night
and asked why am i still crying...
shes really disappointed in me...
haha i cry everyday...
hahah.. how can i be happy again...
cuz u fucker gave me such pain.
u say u are enjoying ur freedom..
yeah well i am suffering...
i hate you i hate you!!
why are u so irresponsible..
so selfish.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i'm so empty...
everyday i work..
i dunwan go home..
i scared to be alone..
i will cry... i will anyhow think...
i just kept crying..
i dunno why....
now i stay at home.. i kept crying...
i'm so tired...
SOS... someone pls help me i beg u...
tears just keep rolling down my face..
i think i look so much older now.. haggard...
you just fucking say you
want back your freedom
and you left me all alone here!!!!!!!!!!!
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With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 2:06 PM
