Orientation Day 2 - Unforgettable
okie.. on friday last week was orientation day 2.
most of the time its touring around the hotel...
and guess wad.. i of cuz took lots of photos using my phone!
hmm.. i will try to write more..
but currently i am really tired and words seems disorganised!
hahaha....
have you been to equinox at raffles the plaza hotel?
have u been so high up there 72 story that
u can see the whole singapore?
have been able to go to the roof top and get the
most spectacular view of singapore?
hahaha i did.... and trust me...
its unforgettable
and once in a life time...
its the spa girls... mirror reflection.
we are at newasiabar.
everyone at the orientation call us spa girls...
or A.S.S - Amanda Stephanie Sheeda
we are really famous at the orientation.
trust me.. hahahaha
this is another bar.. i cant remember which one...
hmmm sheeda is trying to advertise...
hahah
me and amanda...
smiles again!
spa girls!
all cheerful
with great smiles.
thats us man..
thats why we got choosen
hahahahaha....
just cant get enough of ourselves...
we just love taking photo...
okie.. at times we gotta be serious tooo..
amanda and sheeda looking so concentrated... lol!
hardworking seh! listening attentively!
how about a view from the restaurant.... =D
its simply beautiful....
another view.....
newasia bar....
FYI.. i cant go to those bar at my hotel...
its a rule... =(
cuz they dunwan us to get involve if anything happen...
the bar.. they are not call bartender... but flaretender...
they do lots of stuns..
and its really steady!
some hi-tea for you?
hungry?
hmmm....
the best part...
we went to the roof top!!!!
there was a helipad!
hahahah i told u its a once in a lifetime thing for me
unless u are a staff.. if not u wont get the chance...
spa girls...
happy only! hahahaha =D
hair a little messy cuz of the wind..
i dunno wad sheeda is trying to do...
i think the sun is too glaring..
or is she trying to act sexy?
hahaha
my favourite photo for the day....
in our uniform at the greatest view...
mum and ima say we look like aircrew...
alot ppl say we look like nurse.
then when i look for a longer time, kinda aircrew lookalike ya. lol
think too much...
maybe the new airline name... A.S.S? lol
i acutally got alot of stories to tell..
but i think i'm gonna just stop here for the day...
i'm really tired... tmr working 5am-1pm shift..
gotta wake at 3+ in the morning.
hahaha.. trust me.. its damn freaking tiring!
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 10:13 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006♥
orientation.
super fun! hahaha
but boring when it comes to those department introduction.
hahaha
and working in hotel line is really an eye-opener for me.
omg. i nvr regret it. i get to see really alot alot.
trust me. if u are young, u gotta try hotel line.
u get to see things u nvr see before.
firstly....
the lockers!
i really took a long time figure out how to use the bloody locker!
hahahahaah!
trsut me, its hard.
but i got it around the 3rd, 4th time...
my friend tried around 20 min!
hahah cuz she got the wrong locker la!
tootz! lol hahaha
here is me at the locker rooms,
i have just changed to my uniform
haha i think i look like nurse!
alot!
hahah
my colleagues...
left: amanda.. trying very hard to open the locker...
right: sheda, relaxing on the bench while amanda trying
very hard to open her locker.
me : taking photo around like a "sha gu!"
i was just excited about everything..
oh and everybody just change at the lockers there.
nobody goes to the toilet de...
hahaha
u can get to see everybody figure there la...
hahah i got to see alot of aunties one la..
alot of aunties get to see mine...
hahahahah.. its fun la.. trust me...
cuz to me its very new...
me and sheda at orientation lounge...
amanda, me and sheda.... happy only! hahaha
and just the first day of orientation, we got so famous at our orientation!
everybody calls us "the spa girls!"
and trust us.. we love to giggle and we;re hot! hahahaha
madness....
but everybody just regconise us...
hahahahh
us after work!
cafe cartel! slacking...
hahah.. all changed... all playful still....
hahaha
me and sheda...
yeah
i got so much to write.. but trust me..
i am freaking tired now....
work is really tiring...
i will write more the next time when i am more refresh..
cuz i am so drench now.. hahaha
=D
i just need to blog cuz i receive alot of complains already
and i really wanna share more about this new job...
=D
have fun... =D
to be updated really soon on 2nd day of orientation... and
more photos to come..
places where u will perhaps nvr get a chance to go....
tata chiao..
that was stephanie at ur service, thank you and good night!
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 12:19 AM
My New Job
okie okie.. after being jobless for so many months...
and after thinking thru so much...
i still think money is more important...
and experience is more important..
and i have decided to get a job...
yes, after ima advice me this....
i have made up my mind.
she told me, "why dont u give working another shot,
give urself a year.
if u really think u cannot find wad you wan and
wanan go back to study, it wont be too late."
yes after wad ima told me...
i decide to flip for the papers again.
send in my resume and go for interviews again.
that time i was really depressed after so much rejection.
but i somehow got my confidence back and try again.
i went to the walk in interview at raffles city
for the spa's GRO position on tuesday.
they HR person say will call me by this week,
if not it will be GONE CASE.
haha
the very next day... wedneday...
i got a call from him... saying i was selected!
hahaha!
i was surprise and happy!
but i sorta hold back,
cuz i wanted to go for the interview for
macdonald's trainee assitant outlet manager.
thursday morning.
i called him back to accept the offer.
and afternoon i went to get my uniform.
sign the documents,
did medical check up.
and i am starting work this comming monday!
haha. u excited for me?
i'm just praying hard everything will go smoothly.
so monday... i will be...
Raffles Hotel's Amrita Spa's Guest Relation Officer.
yeah good luck to me. =)
u wish me luck k! =)
more to come soon.............
Model: Stephanie
Photographer: Siti Nazira
Location: M)phosise
Top: M)Phosise
Bottom: Abercombie
Bangle: Roxy
Watch: cK
Pose: Priceless
hahahahahahahahhahahahahaha ok la... alittle crap from me...
for me to relieve stress
for you to enjoy.
for you to be happy.
=)
i like to make ppl happy... hahahahah *abish*
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 2:21 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006♥
met up with caroline cuz i needed office wear badly
need to go for interview and
i cant fit to all my clothes,
its too lose...
us at toilet...
wisma..
erh line was trying to do some indian dance
so kinda dunno wad happened...
hahahahahahahahahahha
sorry ar darline...
we were really hungry...
and we decided to try out crystal jade fast food. lol
liney just hates it when i take photo.
so she likes to di siao siao alot...
its her hands! with shocking pink nails...
okie.. me with a decent view...
i waited very long for my food already....
nice yellow sofas....
liney's food is here first..
so much faster than mine...
arghz...
and i dunno wad she was trying to pose
but i think this shot is nice..
all thanks to me.. sweephie! lol
she was having this spaghathi that
has sauce that taste so much like...
chilli crab! hahahah
its so east meet west!
can see the view outside.. nicee...
i waited very long!! and i was like banging on the tables...
=( hahahah
finally my food is here...
and its like fish and chips with rice..
so east meets west!
heh heh!
my leg is not part of the meal..
yeah i always have good time with darline...
here's the ice cream cake i bought for ima
from gelare! hahah
kh helped me got 10%!
he just say "i work at urban male... got discount"
hahahahahah
ima loves the cake alot.. me too!
i think its lovely and super rich and nice!
better than swensens!
this is ima..
holdin on to cam
while trying to cut the cake...
and look at her funny expression!
lol!
yeah.. thats about it...
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 9:43 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006♥
faith hill's - cry is playing at my winamp
and tears kept rolling down.
just ask from me the song.
probably u will cry a little for me too..
=)
its like a guessing game...
like a hide and seek game...
i am trying to hard to guess to find...
but i still cant guess correct,
cant find it....
if i am strong,
i probably can handle it better...
but i admit i am a weakling...
i just cant face the fact..
then fact is i am holding on to something,
something tt doesnt belong to me already.
ytd i went for interview and
the lady kept looking at my eyes and asked.
"do you have a tough life?"
i say no...
perhaps the swallon eyes was really obvious.
i kept smiling already.
but guess it still shows...
that i am going thru some obstacles.
i dunno....
i think i am going to breakdown really soon
if this carry on any longer...
its tears before sleeping...
its nightmare when sleeping...
its me whom is trembling when i wake...
i am so scared... i am a weakling....
can u just help me?
let my puffy swallon eyes go away?
let me sleep with a smile...
let me sleep with sweet dreams..
let me wake up feeling happy...
or u wanna....
let me let go?
i dunwan pity... i just wan whats mine....
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 12:57 PM
Met Up With Siti
that day before my life got sad...
i met up with siti...
its been such a long time since i see her...
hhahahaha
went to heeren to go and see him first..
and we took neoprints...
then we proceed to the IT show at suntec...
cuz she wanna get ink cartridge
and i wanna check out the mp3 players...
still dunno which brand to buy...
any suggestion any one?
then we proceed to marina sq...
cuz i wanan buy office wear.
but in the end got myself a mango tee instead.
this really nice lovely snoopy mango tee...
then we took tons of photo at the toilet! like wth!
hahah
us with teeth....
us without teeth.....
us with lotsa teeth...
us with constipation look... we just love that...
then i try to be funny when siti is making a phone call..
she dunno i am taking.... lol
then she hang up and start to sms...
and i am still taking photo...
how's my pose? sexy? lol *ah bish*
then she kept smsing...
and i got nothing to do ma...
so take summore photo..
*peace*
i just love taking photo..
actually i am waiting for her to be done... lol
finally she finds out and start to pose with me...
yeah last pose.. and thats it for the day....
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 12:01 AM
Let Me Let Go
even the sun is shining brightly outside.
my world is all dark.
cuz i failed again.
i am such a failure in relationship.
i just dont get the right one.
i get hurt once and again.
i dunno how to stand up.
i know my friends and family love me so much.
they dunwan to see me sad.
but i just cant.
i cried myself to slp.
i cried myself to wake.
i cried even watching a comedy
i am crying now when writing this.
they say u are no good.
but do they know that i have put in everything.
foolish me.
i put in everything just to wish that u would love me.
but i think i am wrong.
i got back nothing but tears i have for you.
i know its not worth it.
but i just cant help it.
i am not strong.
u know it.
i just dunno how to stand up again.
part of faith hill's - cry lyrics describe me...
And you'd cry a little
Die just a little
and baby I would feel just a little less pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me
Give it up baby
I hear your goodbye
Nothing's going save me
I can see it it your eyes
Some kind of heartache
Baby give it a try
I dont want pity
I just want what is mine
what wrong have i did.
i got no motivation to do everything.
i'm so scared to leave my room,
so afraid to let them see i have been crying,
cuz they love me so much
and i will break their hearts if they see me so sad.
i know its all not worth it,
all the tears and sadness are not worth it.
but do u know tt i have really put in so much,
i cant take it back.
just let me die crying.
i would feel better...
just let me die crying...
just let me die crying....
just let me die crying...
at least i would feel better..
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 10:36 AM
Saturday, March 11, 2006♥
i gave him... a package... that contains:
1) a long long love letter
2) a CD that contain 3 love songs
3) lyrics to my fav love song
baby treat me to eat...
after i got my free gift from seventeen magazine,
i ask the reception where got nice food.
and she recommended me this fish & chips at this place...
call the DOLPHINS... its at genting lane...
one of those working building upstairs...
wad a weird place to have a restaurant.
its like only those people working ard that area will know.
here's a view of the restaurant from where we were sitting...
its kinda dim..
so how izzit? i feel its kinda cosy.. nice... love the sofa seats...
oh u get free flow of soup and coffee! haha
my fish and chips....
and baby ordered cheesy chicken bake rice...
both were nice!
then i had coffee! the coffee is super special..
look at that side pocket of coffee...
and baby had ice cream...
ambience: + + +
Seats Comfort: + + + +
Quality of food: + + +
Service: + + + +
Price: + + + -
its not bad la... kinda nice...
but if no car dun think will go there again..
need to walk kinda deep inside for that restaurant...
not so convinient...
but its a nice meal with baby.. thankew baby. =)
took some picture with lovevin.. she is such a funny student...
this is the first snap shot.. with lovevin behind me...
she doesnt know at this first shot...
she doesnt let me take photo of her...
and i am sticking out my tongue...
and this second shot..
she knows it.. and i ask her to pretend to be studying. lol
hahahah!
anyway she is really timid cuz nobody was at home and it was late..
so i accompany her till her brother came home...
and funny things happened!
we scare ourself! hahaha
the first incident...
she tell me at times her house will have funny noise
coming from upstairs when nobody is at upstairs.
then suddenly we hear this
teee dee daa dee tee teee daa dee tee teee tee sound
and she was like "ahhhhh!!!"
then she say its the alarm...
so i say.. "dun be scared i help you off, tell me where izzit"
lovevin points to the living room..
steph stand up wanted to walk to living room..
lovevin hugs steph immediately and said
" i am going anywhere you are going!"
i was like... hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahha
yeah she really did follow me everywhere..
even i went to toilet.. she was right outside waiting for me. hahaha
2nd incident....
after tuition...
lovevin sitting in front of tv writing english sentences
steph sitting at sofa watching tv...
suddenly eerie sound came from tv....
lovevin stand up... look so scared...
jump towards me and hug me
hahahah!
so i was hugging lovevin and comforting her
when i was scared too...
then i heard scratching noise from outside her house
i look out...
saw a shawdow!!!
i screamed!!!!!!!!!
lovevin screamed!!!!!!!!!!!
it was just lovevin's brother back!
hahahah
he felt guilty for scaring us.
but i felt embarassed for being timid myself too!
hahahahhahahah!
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 1:23 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006♥
so sad.
i cry so badly.
my eyes are swallon.
why is life so unfair.
i dunno how to walk on my life...
i am so broken...
dun feel like doing everthing.
i have got no motivation.
i am so hurt.
i cant sleep well.
i wake up with nightmare.
afraid that i might lose everything.
afraid that things i have might be stolen.
i am so hurt.... so broken...
i am so down....
pls help me....
i cant help myself anymore...
i got no strenght...
i tried my best....
will i die crying...
why do these tears just keep rolling down my face.
why cant i be stronger.
why am i so weak.
why cant i just learn to cope with it myself....
i dunno... but i just cant...
i need some help...
i am so hurt....
someone pls help me...
i just want a normal life. i just wanan be happy.
god help me pls...
i am hurt.
i am not a bad girl.
i never do evil things.
i will treat my family good and love them well.
god u putting me to a test?
i admit defeat.
i cant handle it anymore...
will you send someone to help me?
i admit defeat....
i am so hurt....
pls help me....
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 3:09 PM
Roxy & Quicksilver
friday...
i went with liney to roxy pacific plaza....
liney got herself a big bag...
and i got myself....
this really sweet wallet....
what i really like about it is that...
it has got a photo compartment for me to put photo!
hahahah my current wallet doesnt allow me to put photo.
cuz i wanan put our face (baby and me) at my wallet!
so i get to see us often! hahaha..... =PpP
and this really sexy top. hahahaha okie la...
kh say its expensive for a normal tank top like this...
but i think its the brand that makes it so expensive..
anyway i like can already... =D
wanted to get another one...
but couldnt find another design that i really like...
thanks junda for sending me home!
but he say i slow down the ride home cuz i was too heavy!
i very sad eh....!!!!
i think i really kinda boney now already leh... hahahah
Saturday...
i went to quicksilver at paragon with baby...
baby got himself....
a pencil case...
a super nice tee (I CHOOSE FOR HIM ONE) hahahah
a super nice belt with a super nice buckle!
didnt snap pics of it cuz its at his place...
and he got me something!
hehe! thankew baby! loves it! *muackz* =D
then something really cute happened...
i saw this girl... got to know her at sia interview just like one week ago...
i was crossing the traffic light from heeren towards cine...
and she was walking towards me... straight in my face...
and when she sees me she couldnt regconise me... hahaha
guess its a big diff from me from the kind of make up
and clothes i wear when i go shopping.
hahhaha.... okie la.. not that funny though! =/ lol
Sunday... today...
met up with jas...
went ktv at cuppage party world...
then went home with baby after his work.
his friends are really scary type...
imagine one big group of muscular boys
standing together outside somerset train station.
i was like scary de ma... lol
to jas: jas pls be strong. i will be here i promise. *hugz*
quote of the entry:
Dare to dream...
it wont cost too much, just some time....
if u are lucky....
you get a dream come true~
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 12:10 AM
Dote Myself, Yes I Should~
met up with sweet liney darling on tuesday.
its been like so long since i see her....
cuz she was like so busy studying.
she told me she wanna have 101% attention on her books. lol!
okie la, basically she wanted to study for her upcomming exams,
so less meet up for us.
first stop was our lunch!
held at ramen stall at fareast. hehez
wanted to eat that so badly. lol
cuz i find the ramen cheaper and nicer than the aijisen.
line order some rice set.
i had tomyam chicken cutlet ramen.
and we shared a soft shell crab!
wootz! it was great! simply delicious! loves it!! and i was so damn full~
and fortunately, liney has got UOB debit card that let us entitle some discounts.
hehezzz! great deal. wanan go there again soon, cuz i like. lol!
so decide to shop around fareast...
i wanna get a mini skirt.
but only got myself some undies.. hehez..
here are the packaging of the undies.. haha shy to show u the undies la... *winkz*
it lacy and got heart shapes one. lol
so in the end i only got this from fareast....
and we moved on to our next stop!
heeren!!!
i went to visit baby at NUM...
got him some goodies from old changkee...
my main purpose to go heeren is to see him only la.. lol
but manage to get myself a top from fresh imp...
yeah..my top, abit lose, but the sales girl says lose nicer, i believe her. lol!
baby told me he know this girl, always give him sweet one.
she was really nice, helping me choose the design...
but till now i still dunno if she is chinese or malay, i think she is a mix blood like me.
then liney say she wanan go marina sq...
so our next stop... Marina Square....
while waiting for bus...
we took some photos at the bus stop... hahah kinda hilarious though...
know wad are the words?
its great service begin with me... thats like the new hot campaigne...
and can see me? liney is hiding behind me.. lol!
this one.. liney dunno trying wad pose.. lol hahah!!
some close up of us...
its the pure us...
ya kinda few shots cuz the bus wasnt there yet. lol!!
at ZARA - marina square...
i took all mini skirts too try! hahahaha
but is was between the finalist...
no. 1 contestant : denim mini...
no. 2 contestant : army green mini
here is no. 1 contestant...
a front view...
a side view....
here is no. 2 contestant...
a front view...
then a side view...
hhahahah.. so which one do u think i look nicer in?
i msm baby.... he and liney got the same answer...
how bout for you???
nvm if u guess wrongly...
here is the winner...
yeahz! its contestant no.2, army green mini... =D
hahahah okie thats it for today's shopping... i spent quite alot.
but i think its been some times since i dote myself le...
tata....
quote for the entry.....
live life to the fullest everyday, cuz its just that few decades that u get to live.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 2:50 AM
