Wednesday, October 05, 2005♥
i am off to the status of job-less again.
even to write about it now makes me feel horrid.
i quitted my DBS bank's credit operations job yesterday.
i really needed that job badly as i'm financially so unstable.
but just because of one person i quitted the job.
to think of it, its a waste.
but to think again, i just wanted not to be unhappy and stressed out when working.
janice, the admin staff there,
and cheng ren the hr staff was shocked when i relate the news.
and actually asked me what was the reason.
i blurted out everything from my heart,
i could say more, but i think what i said was enough,
to let them know what actually driven me off.
it was a sad thing, but what is done, is done.
i couldnt have turn back time and change things.
if only i wasnt posted to that department and be under HER!
if only that SHE didnt EXIST!
IF ONLY SHE WAS NICER!
if i only was a much more daring and brave girl,
i could have bare with it.
but i was weak and therefore i back out.
i could have lost a good job,
but definately i have gain alot.
i'm glad i told janice and chengren,
at least they care.
and hopefully they can do something about it.
now, to the back to the classified papers again.
pray that the right one would be here soon.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
It is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 11:47 AM
