Friday, November 26, 2004♥
cannot believe this actually happened to me. why am i so damn unlucky to land myself into this kind of situation. hate it to the core. =
i got a really not supportive LO that says that if anything were to happen to me, i need to deal with it myself and not my aunt calling her. i replied "my aunt called because she was concerned about me". was really really angry, couldnt understand why cant my aunt call? yes i know my aunt called the sch a few times when i wanted an appeal for SIP. i mean i did pay sch fees, and whats wrong with parents ( one of the stakeholders) calling?
my "super nice" in charge, meff wong went to my computer one day when i was not around and checked my outlook's sent mails and found out the mails me and caiying (my only sch mate at the office) exchanged. yes we talk bad about the company. saying nasty things like the company use us as cheap labours and them has got a horrible culture. horrible culture like go lunch also 1/2 h only. make me do telemarketing everyday and i feel so damn bloody sick calling!!! bloody sick!!! freaking sick!! everyday i say the same thing and everytime i get the same response. i just hate the job so damn much. its not that i scared of being rejected on the phone or what. i just hate it when i kept repeating myself on and on again. just 4 lines is all u need to work in there. "hi i'm stephanie from blah blah blah hr services, like to check with u if there is any recruitment going on? do u use agency? do u have our company profile?"
yup i also said things like i hope i dont get any job order for them and that they will get profit loss. i really wonder how can their company survive with such a line that they are it.
the company turnover rate is AMAZING!!! trust me. without the 4 weeks when i am still in the company i see 3 people come and go. have u wonder why? let me tell u, coz the job scope is boring, people are boring, everything sucks in the company.
ya they found out what i did and they hate me to the core. saying that i might influence the other people in the company if new people were to come in. my thinking: ya right, without my influencing they will still go in the end. and why they hell i wanna talk to them. say that i might damage the system and things like that. and say i might even burn their office down. ROLL OFF THE FLOOR LAUGHING. i will be out of my intelligent mind to do such things! mad, i've got a bight future, would not ruin it liek that. what the hell. i just like... haiz... =\ whatever it is....
i choose to leave when i was given a choice to stay. when they ask me if i will change to be good. i mean i have not done anything wrong except for the mails... i hate to type any future coz it spoil my mood to the core.
whatever you read should be within you and yourself ONLY.!
Parting is such sweet sorrow. 11:06 PM
